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WHO THE SON SETS FREE WILL BE FREE
Psalm 46:5 says God is in the midst of her she shall not be moved I will not fall as long as I looked to the lord for any problems I face in the future, God writes our story we need to stop stealing the pen and let him work.
Before I received jesus my life was a mess I had been through so much that I didn't see a way out I ended up homeless, starved and very poorly in hospital for 2 weeks, I was raped and abused and fell into deep depression and severe anxiety, I started self harming and talking to people who I knew were dead, I hit rock bottom and knew I needed help through a lady called tan jesus spoke to her and got me on a train out of my home town and into Peterlee where right now I'm living with the lord in rainbow promise I met callie and Helen and I couldn't be even more thankful than I am.
I remember the night I was attacked raped and abused like yesterday I was held down my one person and raped by the other and after he had finished I was abused so much that I couldn't get up to run away the next day I scrubbed myself clean in the shower till I bled I felt dirty, disgusting and ashamed, I had broken shoulder blade and broken ribs I was in so much pain that I ended up in the hospital but know body believed me because all they saw was a broken person with mental health problems.
At first when I arrived in Peterlee I didn't believe in jesus how could they be a god after everything I went through but let me tell you this if you don't witness the bad how can you witness the good.
Now that I have forgiveness and that I am free in jesus name I no longer live in depression I no longer live in self harm I no longer live in anxiety because she who kneels before God can stand before anyone.
One night in my dream I went back to the night I was raped and abused and I wasn't scared I had no fear I told the person that he will be condemned by jesus he will be sent to hell for punishment if he doesn't repent and admit what he'd done I had no fear I had nothing but freedom.
If i were to die right now I know I'd have eternal life with jesus in heaven I know I'd see them golden gates and I know I'd be accepted and loved for who I am
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