True happiness

Shame,fear,anger, insecurities, disappointment ,regrets, loneliness,fear of dealth.

People used to judge me a lot .so I was very afraid to share my thoughts, feelings infront of people. I wasn't happy with my life .I couldn't cry ,I couldn't do I wanted.people made me think that I should impress everyone.so I started to be fake infront of everyone.but still people didn't stop to judge me. From this my mind turned to think negatively .so i started to judge others too. But when I accepted Jesus as my savior.i realized that I am not alone,I m not unworthy.I am precious to God and He loves me the way I am.so I started to have faith and confident in my mind. And my mentality, my thoughts ,my life just changed right then. God taught me that the love,the Joy I got from Him it should be spreaded through me to the people.my life should reflect the goodness of God.

I discovered that the Joy,the happiness,the light of God should be reflected through our life to the people who are unreached. Because the eternal life is the living relationship with God. I want to share my Testimony with others so that the people can know God and and God's purpose in their life. Because the kingdom of heaven is in the people. And we all are the body of Christ.

Peace, happiness,Joy, confident.

One day I was blaming God for my life and suffering.but while praying I realized that how much God suffered for me.amd how much God loves me. He always loved me but I used to blame .

As I accepted Jesus as my savior and our God is the living God i believe that I received the eternal life .