The bottom of the barrel.

I was at the bottom of the barrel. I was ready to die because life was miserable. It was right before they put me under for my neck operation. I told God to take me unless He had something for me to live for.

When I woke up after the surgery, I knew what I had to do, and God helped me to clear my life of sin and other things.

A relationship was ended two or three days later. I saw doors opening and closing in my life. I was being directed to church. I was being transformed from a lustful, hateful, foul mouthed person, into a more caring and open person. I was being taught forgiveness.

I just wanted to love and most importantly, be loved. I was shown that God loves me more than any human can love.

I met my wife to be at a singles group at church. She has been a Christian all her life. With God all tings are possible. God brought us together.

Things don't always go the the way I planned them, but in the end, they are the way God had planned it. Life isn't always merry. We have hardships, but with God in the center, it's amazing what you can do. I have eternal life because I have accepted Christ as my savior, because I believe in HIM.