Strike 3

2017 wow what a year. For two years running around after I lost my fiance to cancer, one could say I was a drunk, cig smoking, lustful, well you get idea.however Christmas day 2016, I found myself in hospital with a diagnosis of c.o.p.d. no problem got discharged went to truck lit a cig then went to beer store. Approx week later back in hospital again this time with pneumonia. You guessed it still smoked and drinking like a fish. Then June first back in hospital again this time I swore off cigs. So o went and bought a e-cig then a vape. Still drinking . well Nov 3rd God said enough. back in hospital again . even tho I grew up knowing about God. I was missing some things .As I laid there the room light was on I was looking at t.v. when I blinked. the room light was really I mean really bright for a nano-second . then I blinked again because my eyes hurt it was so bright. Life has not been the same since. I know now that it was the spirit of God. my thinking has changed. My health is pretty good God still working on it. I felt a feeling saying I can't serve God smoking and drinking. Also I was a compulsive masturbated . He took smoking drinking and sex all at once. But I'm a beginner here lots for me to learn but after that I realized God was with me my whole life. It was me that wandered off. everyday is a blast now trees different, birds, chipmunk, people are different I don't get mad very easy, sometimes I drive along see something and think God is awesome . this road I'm one won't be easy but because I'm breathing I'm telling whoever reads this it is worth everything. If anyone wants to know it only took me 55 years . if anyone needs to talk my email is jetranger274@gmail.com . stay strong God really does love us

Sorry got carried away

I was transformed

I'm Lear.ing to trust God now

Hope all this helps someone

God is great