Shifting Focus

I grew up in church and have always believed in God since I can remember. However, I never had a personal relationship with Him. I also felt very unsettled as I was under the impression that the only way to get into Heaven was through good behavior and following legalistic traditions. I lived with a sinking feeling, knowing that I would never live up to perfection, no matter how hard I tried. How would I ever know if I was, in fact, "good" enough?

Moving into adulthood, the more life experiences that I went though, the more I could see His presence and feel His love, however, I still continually felt in limbo over what would ultimately happen to me. As a mother, I desired the ability to give hope and clarity to my children.

After He brought a very special person into my life who led me to better understand the teachings of the Bible, I learned the single and only way to eternal life. I also learned that we all have a direct connection to Jesus and that he wants us to develop our own personal relationship with Him.

Now, with this certainty, I have peace in my life and can live it to glorify Him, instead of focusing on my selfish desire to earn approval.

I no longer walk around with a question in my heart or fear of falling short of perfection. Through all of the trials and tribulations that come in my path, I feel less alone knowing that He is walking beside me.

If I were to die today, I am certain that I will have eternal life through my faith in Jesus Christ.