Seperation of the World

before I received Jesus Christ alone as my saver I was a person filled with disappointment .

I remember around the time when I went to mexico about almost 2years ago I was very disappointed in just about everything fed up with my father mother and ex boyfriend and my friend, with faithfulness. I had gone on a little vacation if it sounds better on my own, a place where I didn't know anyone , different culture ,environment . Thought my life I've been disappointed , who hasn't ? But when its the closet people to you , the people you trust with mostly everything and you can you count on anyone ,who do we turn to ? Of course the Lord Jesus Christ , but back then I only turned to him in troubles I was angry and sad I would go to God but with cries and marks why was everyone hurting me why was he allowing me to go through all of this , so I isolated my self from everyone and on my trip I had different experience on a boat that I was on. A gentleman asked me if I wanted to get on a much smaller boat with him for a ride and I'm pretty sure now it was the God telling me no because I wanted to say yes but "No gracias" came out , so I didn't get on .Later on I found out that these man were kidnapping young teens ,that would've been something huh ?, My life would have changed , but made me more angry because this person who didn't even know me wanted to do harm to me . Little did I Know God was sending Angels to me in the coming weeks when I went back home who weren't going to do any harm but give me the good news. Canadian Pastor Jorge (aka Tio Jorge ) had kidnapped me not literally but to speak with me and along his wife (Tia Rubia ) for a week . All I needed was someone to pray for me someone to hear me out and all along there was God , I felt like a fool but my uncles opened my eyes to see God will be on my side no matter who fails me , We are living for Him not for man not for anything on this earth , its all temporary . I had known this already , but to hear it from someone who came down from Canada to spend time with me I realize I wanted what was in them which was Jesus Christ they planted a seed in me and God gave me the water I needed I prayed something along the lines like "Lord restore me I don't want to live like this no more put your heart in me , everything in me needs to change , I need you and only you , I surrender my all today I live for you and the days coming. So I did but it hasn't been the easiest , The life of a Christian isn't , just letting you know but there no better way in living for my king , He has shown me unconditional love , I am filled with Joy and I turn to him all the time now . There no one like him my beloved heavenly father , his faithfulness never has failed me nor it will for none. I have it all with my God 2 Corinthians 4:18 keep our eyes set on him

I discovered Gods great love and faithfulness and eternal life we live now .

Now that I have the HolySpirit in me , and my eyes are open and his faithfulness never changes nor does his word.

I failed the Lord felt like shame came over me but , quickly I was able to turn to Him and get back up my feet with spending my time with Him and focusing on him above everything

Better yet , My God is merciful and faithful to me so I gave my whole life to Him. He gave his son to die for me , and now I live for him . Because I live for my heavily Father I have eternal life , and I want to share that with all .