Overflowing Love of God

Before I received eternal life, I was suffering from loneliness and depression caused by the death of my mother and other events that resulted from it. I even come to the point in my life asking about my life purpose as I started feeling empty, there's no joy nor peace in me. The thought of killing myself has been flashing in my head from time to time.

I remember there is one time I would just cross the street without even looking if there would be a car that would hit me. No one cares for me anyway, I might as well die and end this suffering.

Then my friend invited me to her church. There I learned that there is such thing as eternal life. One night, I remember clearly, I was crying out my heart to God about all the hurt that I'm feeling deeply inside me. Then after crying and crying, out of nowhere, a voice in my head started telling me that although the people may have left me, my God will be there always. He will not leave me nor forsake me. That time, I felt so comforted and peaceful. I was overwhelmed by the overflowing love of God for me. That's when I decided to receive this eternal life.

Now that I have eternal life, there is joy and peace in my heart. There is purpose in my life as well because I know that I live to glorify God and enjoy Him forever.

A lot of times I would still be alone, but I am no longer lonely because I know that my God is with me always. There is joy and peace in everyday life because now I know my purpose in life.

Having eternal life, I know for certain that when I die tonight, I would go to heaven and enjoy eternal life with my God. There would be no more suffering, no more pain, no more loneliness, no more depression and I would never be alone ever again.