not what it looks like yet still me not others bro and help if i can yet trust others if not jesus and i'm not the best to help at the moment

i was a born sinner and i also was created in god image as a child of god and i will have god guide me and i don't know how to not let jesus christ strengthen me and the devil flee and the fact i'm not perfect yet i enjoy alot of helping others and don't care to gain anything except for you to thank god and let the holy spirit speak and not the distraction and or temptation bother us or you reading this trust god follow jesus christ and make him lord and savior of the life we have which will lead to eternal life with the heaven doors open and us still prasing god and living eternal in heaven and time will never end and we don't have to worry for the 40 days and 40 nights jesus christ destroyed the devil in everyone of us and change is possible comeback to the garden if your read this and having doubt talk to god and he will guide you and theres books to read and 66 different ones until you find a church and gods calling for your life and his plan to see where god has you going

we will all have temptation not just the dumb devil attacking us because he wants to ruin us for being a child of god and some still are attacked myself included as i'm not perfect yet i know where i'm going and not giving up yet just trying to maintain my own control and not misuse fighting skills and the rumors of wars or the nukes they can press and i will hear well done good and faithful servant and god will still take care of myself and god will have the holy spirit guide me that we got through his son jesus christ and i will see eternal life through jesus christ who strengthens me so take care if you haven't except jesus christ take your life back and live for god not those around us and get what you need and life until god calls us home i can't wait for mine i'm not going nowwhere with out the armor of god on me and fully intacted

i know that i have a little diffent timing on music,fighting,not dealing with the bullies i want to go off for not wanting to have the temptation and just go crazy and lose control yet i won't let the devil win i trust jesus and i know i'm going to turn it around and starting with a step and another step in the right direction and not going on the run or escape again or in time when i have nothing to lose except the devil trying to ruin what god has planned and the stuff i cost myself and the stuff i will have and not take with me when i die and if god don't want it in the mansion jesus christ has for me when i hear heavens doors open and well done good and faithful servant and enter his kindom

i have to find more time like i've wanted to find places to read and get my life together and not keep fighting sleep when reading my bible and trying to control myself and not let the tempted ruin my timing and keep going to ball for god not evil and proceed in to what is way ahead in this life and await to fully turn myself around when god has the calling and well his a promise keeper and god has a plan i'll see when it is the time to do what god calls me to the part it is time for and i'll proceed in this calling and enjoy helping others without wanting anything for myself and them to just be thereselves and thank god and let him turn it around and to make a change for thereselves and what they choose to do with there life and time they have with god

the devil won't destroy what god has planned for us all and that is why jesus christ destroy's the devil the whole 40 days and 40 nights in the wilderness and we all can come to know god and let the holy spirit enter and the devil flee and god have his guidence an hand on our lifes and his plan for god is great and never fails when he has a calling for those he has chosen in his image

i know i trust god and the fact i stay by myself for a reason as i know myself and i'm a work in progress and i'm a human and the devil will try to destroy to cost that and do anything to do it and cost us the chance to do what god has planned for us all and I'm no different than anyone else who god has planned for and the chance to accept god i just don't have the repentence as i want to go to war and the devil is using that as tempting me and i don't want to make it worse on myself by trying to do that and know god is not one to do that and the destruction of the dumb devil he will flee and i will trust in jesus which is why i stay to myself and i know i'm not perfect i want to go to the military and i've messed up and not in the way it seems and i enjoy helping those who need it before myself i know i wont hurt myself and allergies aint going to take me and i know god wont let me go and the devil won't get my soul for anyone or anything and let alone being unevenly yoke or tempted when god has a plan that i cant risk when given time to let god provide and tithe