Not my life but His

God has given me Inner peace through knowing Jesus. He’s always been with me in my decisions of career, finance , friendships , health & marital spouse. He’s shed his love over me so I can love on others and have them know about His great love is offered for them too. He gives me faith over fear.

I grew up in the church since my grandpa was a pastor going weekly. The Holy Spirit worked on me at the age of six and I gave my life to the Lord and was water baptized at 13 . During my 20s, I had a curiosity about what other faiths were like because all I knew was Jesus Christ. I started to search out other beliefs and found out that Jesus was the only one that died for my sins and rose again, and sits at the right hand throne of God. I was content and wanted to devote my self to God whole heartedly . I immersed myself in owning my business, and became obsessed with working to keep myself set aside for the Lord but realized it became an idol. I haven’t made him my Lord until the age of 30 and had my faith grow when I then found my soulmate, Cornel at 34 years old & married a Godly handsome hardworking man.. We couldn’t have children due to my hormonal imbalance health issues so I was humbled by it. The Lord grew me maturely in a deeper connection as His grace is sufficient was what gave me the peace that surpasses all understanding.

Having Jesus, as my savior, and God as my Lord, I have peace and confidence that I will see him in heaven when I pass, knowing that it is through Grace that he saved me and I cannot boast. His unconditional love for me is pure joy and peace. I can not be silent and want to share with all people and souls around me.