My walk with Jesus through out my life

I've had alot of trouble with my family and kids. I've been on my own for a long while I use to go to school work and party. Party isn't the same it ever was all it did was hurt me and my family and kids and relationship with both my kids dads my relationships I've been asking for forgiveness and my family did tough love on me I was put in mental health hospitals and out patient mental health something I struggled with for the rest of my life and then there's my addiction I fight with every day to stay sober off and on I've struggled with. God has been there with me through some bad situations I can't thank and praise the lord more than ever God has always been there for me I just have to practice my faith and salvation jesus was there when I ever been in trouble.as my family doesn't realize how much God and Jesus has helped me . He's worked through others for me I just need praise and worship give God glory. This month is a year at my job cheddars that Jesus helped me to get and keep my job. Forgiveness I seek also wisdom and discernment. I love my family and kids very much and the family in heaven now more reason for me to stand with Jesus more each day

Any more now partying is not safe I've been fortunate in my life for God to use me in any way he can I have to go through motions of myself being healed so that I can take steps forward as I share my testimony I just turned 50 and the more I need jesus and others that seek out jesus if it weren't for jesus my chances in life wouldn't be there's the good and bad I gotta workout the bad and learn from my mistakes I'm not perfect but I try to be as much h like the lord I can and not make mistakes I like the verse in galations 2 through 17 to 22 I try to practice it and others verses God has plans to prosper me not harm me. And he won't give me more than I can handle when I cry I'm crying out to jesus to love me forgive me show me a better life to live in the present and meet good people and even good friends through out my life and the here and now I couldn't say nothing except the more jesus works in my life and others.

I know every wrong path I have taken in life is as though jesus and God work it out for me as I try to continue doing my part. Jesus has had alot of influence in my life as the years pass on when I get in trouble a bad relationship stops and I'm on a different path with the right and good to transform me and my life