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My Testimony
My life began in the complex shadow of a broken family where faith was deeply inconsistent; although my Dad was raised Mormon and my Mom was raised in a Pentecostal church, they primarily used church as free daycare, leading me to stray away by age ten as they constantly lost custody of me. This early abandonment sparked a long, dark road of declining mental health, self hatred, and toxic cycles where I felt stuck in the aftermath of a broken family and the grief of being cheated on. I endured the heaviest curveballs life could throw from rape, suicide attempts, and self harm to the exhaustion of abusive relationships and bad influences but I refused to let those traumas be the final word. By finding God again on my own terms, independent of the religious confusion of my childhood, I transformed my entire life and proved that self growth is always on the table regardless of your past. Today, I share every detail of my struggle to create a sanctuary for others, turning a history of "stuck" cycles into a mission of inspired healing, shared strength, and the unshakable confidence that I possess eternal life and will one day be in heaven with God.
Eternal life offers the profound benefit of healing where the broken cycles and trauma of the past are permanently embedded but now replaced by an everlasting state of peace, purpose, and the freedom to grow in the presence of God.
The positive life concept of Infinite Restoration is powerfully illustrated by my journey from a childhood where church was merely "free daycare" to finding a resilient, personal faith on my own terms. After my parents lost custody and I strayed from the church at age 10, my life became a series of "curveballs" including a broken family, toxic habits, and the deep trauma of rape, suicide attempts, and self-harm. I was stuck in a cycle of self-hatred and abusive relationships, feeling like my direction was permanently lost to grief and betrayal. However, by reclaiming my relationship with God independently of anyone else's expectations, I proved that self-growth is always on the table; I transformed my mental health struggles and "bad friends" into a purposeful mission to create a safe space for others. My story demonstrates that the benefit of eternal life is the promise that our evolution doesn't stop when life gets hard, but instead provides a permanent foundation where even the most broken past is traded for a future of endless healing and shared strength.