My testimony.

Before I received internal life I felt like I had given up and I had nothing.

I remember going down a bad road in my life and I was pulled from it. I never was a holy person. I never was somebody to have a belief all the time I was stuck. I would walk into a church. And every time the preacher would start preaching. The soul would run through me. I would get chills and it was the best feeling in the world. I often do wonder why I am here sometimes. Up until May 9, 2025. When I hit a tree. I sat there and I prayed for a minute on the way to the hospital. I prayed and asked God. Why did you save me? But then all I could think in my head is him saying because it’s not your time yet my child. Getting rushed into the operating room the next day. I prayed again for everything to work out and for some explanation on why me. Going under anesthesia. And waking back up i asked him again why me. And all I could think about is him saying. Because you got a purpose. I am truly blessed to be here today and maybe I felt like this was a way to get back in touch with god. Because he definitely is holding my hand and walking me through everything. I can say this is one of the toughest times of my life.it keeps replaying in my headand all i can tell myself is believe in christ say your prayers and let him do the rest.

This preacher was preaching and he told everybody sitting there he said you don’t have to be in a church to receive internal life he states “open your bibles to John 3:16 its states For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” That is something I forever carried home with me.

Now that I have internal life. I stopped questioning God. I stop questioning why I’m here.

I was on the way to work when I hydroplaned into a tree. And broke my leg. I had no fear of losing my life. but there was a reason he never lets his best Warriors go

I know right now if I die, I’d be certain I would go to heaven. Not because I’m just a believer because if he was ready for me, he definitely would have me right now. He fought the devil and he kept me here. He’s still helping me walk through and fight all of the up-storming battles. I know I am one of his children, and I know there is a heaven with Golden Gates and behind those Golden Gates are some of the most powerful