My testimony

I am very thankful that i gave my life to jesus because now i have my purpose in life , faith to face my fears,comfort and joy and so much more. Without him i would of lost myself.

I had just graduated high school and started college and a part time job at McDonald's. I had been going to school, working and helping my mom at home when life started to settle in and i began to get deeply depressed. I dropped out of college and quit my job and moved to my grandmothers to help her because she was suck. I slowly started losing my grip on reality that i thought i had control of after my incident when i was 14. I never told anyone but i fought depression since i lost my dad at 13, then i slowly started losing other family members and i tried to commit suicide and did not tell anyone, but thank god he saved me then, so, of course i thought i was in the clear, but it was far from over. Depression creeped in once again once college and work began. I wanted to find a way out so bad so a friend introduced me to crystal meth and of course i tried it and fell in love. I felt nore sociable, more care free and at the time, mor happy. Months went on and the addiction took over. I sold my car, ended up shutting out everyone i knew and the drug took over. I then ended up in a car accident where i had 50 stitches and that didn't wake me up, then went through being raped , suffered a few overdoses and almost died a few times. I got clean for awhile then depression slipped in again and i went back to drugs only this time i mixed pills in, ended up going to jail a few times and that didn't help my depression or make it any BETTER. To top it off i was being abused physically and mentally which made the love of drugs worse than before. Finally this year i ended up un another car accident that finally woke me up and i am so grateful. Its like god had been chasing me and i didnt realize it til now but now i am happier than ever finally got who god wants in my life back and even got baptized. I am now grareful for all the police officers that have helped in saving my life.

i am grateful for everyone who helped me get myself back. At the time i thought why is everyone AGAINST me but now i know they have been trying to help save me and for that i am so grateful.