My personal testimony

Before I received enternal life I was very afraid of death and a lot of other things that held me down and binded me by shackles and chains but he came and saved me!

Like I remember I was struggling with cigarettes and weed addiction and alcohol! And I used to be on medication for depression, stress, anxiety, all of that negative stuff I had mental illness!! Well all of that was about to change!!

Then I realized I can have enteral life through him forever and ever!! And that I can be saved and forgiven!! And so I surrendered completely and ultimately to him!!

Now that I have enteral life I no longer fear anything that brings any bit of fear, or doubt, or questioning! I am loved greatly and dearly by the most high!!

One night I was going to bed I was high like crazy and I was smoking cigarettes I smoke for 7 years and smoked weed for 1 full year and drunk alcohol most of the summer! I went to sleep a sinner and I woke up a completely changed man I no longer desired weed, cigarettes, alcohol, or the desire to sin remember it is not humanly possible to beat addiction on your own!! Whatsoever it takes time and patience and rehab!! I woke up and I didn't need that whatsoever I was healed fully and completely! Fast forward to a few weeks ago and this was after giving my life completely to Jesus I was struggling with depression, anxiety, death anxiety, fear of losing gravity and a lot of other stuff so I done what I should've done at the beginning of all this I prayed about it all I asked God I said Lord please remove all this fear all this anxiety all this depression all this anger remove it completely from my life lord! And I swear a few days later when I woke up everything was peaceful!! I no longer fear going to sleep and not waking back up or just fear of dying in general I no longer suffer with anxiety, or depression or stress!! All of it was removed from my life and my body completely and fully!! He answered me!!!! Fast forward a little bit more here comes the amazing crazy part! One day I decided I was gonna ask God to let me feel his presence in any way shape or form! I said God I'm not doubting you I'm not questioning you whatsoever!! But Lord let your presence be known!! I went to sleep and woke up to my mother waking me up saying there's people here to see me! And guess what the crazy thing is they didn't know where me or my sister in law lived!! They went to her's first they didn't go to anyone else! I believe God used her to get to them! And then he used them to get to me!! They said that they felt led to come speak to me so they did they prayed over me and my mother and then as the men was praying he started speaking in tongues!! Which I believe was the holy Spirit talking through him!! They also told me that I would probably be ministering with them every Saturday which is amazing praise Jesus! I'm excited to tell people about our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!! And I'm excited to hopefully strengthen people's faith in God through my story as well! Pray for us as we do things for the Lord and try to bring people closer to God!! I know demons will manifest and will probably get persecuted but it's okay!! God will protect us and guide us!! So fast forward to last Sunday! Me and my mother and my aunt and Martha went to the church of those 3 men and praised and worship with them! As we were all listening to music and praising God I seen 1 of the men go up to the altar and hit his knees and start calling out to God! So I looked at my mother and said "should I go up?" She said IDK? And I waited a few and then suddenly I felt led to go forward and lay my hand on him and comfort him so I did!! I went up and I kneeled beside him as I'm watching him cry and call out to God I start feeling this deep connection with him and idk if this will be crazy but I felt like God was allowing me to feel his sadness and overwhelming love for his child who was calling out to him! So I immediately started crying and I look around at the people around us and I feel this love for each and every single one of them and I don't even know most people in the church but I feel a deep connection with each of them!! And then my mother came forward and just collapsed to her knees and starts crying! It was Truly a beautiful moment and I won't ever forget the holy Spirit was active in that church that day!! Also my mom gave her life to God that day!! Praise Jesus remember God deserves all the glory every single bit of it!! And don't forget what he's done for you and what he's going to do for you!! God loves each and every single person who sees this!! God bless you all I hope my testimony can strengthen y'all's faith and I hope y'all will also pursue and chase God everyday! Love y'all ???? also if anything else happens I'll write more testimony!

The full life Jesus offers is truly amazing and I'm so glad and thankful I have everlasting life through Jesus and I know I'm going to heaven! love y'all ??