My personal life testimony

Since I can remember , I was raised in the church, I was forced to go to church and take part in early morning bible study. My memories of that times were that I wasnt really interested much in Christianity, even tho I called myself a Christian. When I was 3 years old , I was molested at the primary school I was attending by an older boy. I was young but still it changed me forever. My father was an alcoholic and in his drunken state he would abuse my mother and me. I remember the hate I had for him and how the bitterniss consumed me daily. As a young teen I turned to alcohol and drugs and I ran away from home at the age of 15. Living on the streets for 14 days and 15 nights, my world was consumed with drugs, I was raped, almost lost in human trafficking and escaped the clutches of death. I didnt see it back then but now I know God kept me safe. I was found by police and returned home. After treatments and rehad I was back home with my family but things at home was still the same, I continued drugs and drinking, started getting involved with witchcraft , sleeping around with different men and was just consumed by sin. I got married and was introduced to cocaine by my now ex husband and I got addicted to it for almost 5 years, I nearly overdosed and my husband was not the loving man I thought, he was completely addicted to this drug and was very emotionally and verbally abusive. We had a child together and the emotional and verbal abuse just got worse. After I confessed our addiction and the abuse to my mother and his mother , he wanted me to leave, a divorced followed. I dont remember much about the time I was broken from the divorce as I drank alot and slept around. It was hell on earth

One day I just started to long for God. I started to heal slowly and I met a wonderful man who till this day is so good for me and my daughter, we married. The longing in my heart grew dor God daily and today I am seeking Jesus Christ! I know I am not perfect and I know I still have sin but I know with Jesus Christ in my heart I can overcome anything!! Daily I try to live as God wants me to and I believe that even a person like me that has a very bad past can one day be a child of God and be in Heaven with him. I dont deserve it and I know I was wrong in my past actions but without God I am nothing. I want to share my story with you all to show you that might be reading this that no matter what you have gone through in life! Jesus Christ will always love you and be with you and heal you

I feel Jesus Christ all around me and in my heart! I crave to know him more and more. God not only healed me but saved my father and healed him and saved my parents marriage!

I crave God more and more each day

Today I can feel the difference between right and wrong. I have the holy spirit inside my heart that guides me

I know I have eternal life in Jesus Christ