My life changing journey

I always think everything was about me iii anger/hot temper ,self-centered never stop to think of things I would've say to someone regardless of the situation, stress frustration but in my quiet moments as if something is missing in my life but can't figure what and being in a managerial position where I had authority over workers and don't know how to communicate effectively with them regrets always thinking what other think

I remember looking at my family doing Bible study while I was at home and my wife would invite me but i refuse to partake but one day I have decided to go with my family to church as the requested and met fellow believer heard the message and curious to know what next after some discussion about the adventure of God made the decision to and give my life to christ got baptized and then i have saw all the wrong things I've been doing to people and myself I began to see God is sufficient prayers is everything because God's love is unconditional change in my marriage learn to love and forgive and mindful of how I've dealt with people and situations purpose in life have the knowledge of assurance of heaven and life it self have purpose just have to trust in God's plan

Then i discover i have eternal life by believing in Jesus christ and trusting in him alone

With eternal life i no longer have fear because I've came to know christ my savior and there's nothing he can't do or change

My life experiences i grew up without both my parents in the same home and the lived common law lives so life goals and values i had no role model so I had to figure it out for myself because of that situation i was eager to complete school and work to provide for myself so i drop out in 4th form because of financial issues and start working several places until i was introduced to the Guyana police force where i spent 15 year's and elevated in rank rapidly but of course it came with challenges but i overcome them but that where i met my wife anyhow I was faced with a decision I had to make the force or family an i choose my family and resigned. With the experience i have gained i seek employment with a private company and was employed for 10 years managing same nearingthe end of the 10th year of employment met a man of God pastor Harold who told me some good news and i accepted during that journey i lost that job i was devastated because of years of commitment but got a better one immediately and that was a blessing i got baptized and everything was revealed to me the previous company things started to fell apart owners making international head lines so know our father knew us before we were conceived and have a purpose and a plan for our lives and I will stay on this path

With this second chance i have gained along with the knowledge of a life with christ that is everlasting. This i know for sure that I'd be with g I d in heaven