My Journey to God

Before I started my life with Jesus, I had mostly all the negative words and very few positive words listed here, but the biggest sins I had were several addictions.

I had lots of traumatic events throughout my life. I used to be mad at God. I thought that I was never worthy because of how I felt after years of suffering in silence in many areas of my life. The final thing was getting used by several people and having poor health. I just wanted some kind of my peace in my life again, but I knew that I couldn’t do it alone. I finally one day decided that I needed to ask for the one person I knew would help me no matter what…..Jesus!

I repented and asked for Jesus to come into my heart and help change my life around and be more like him.

I no longer let fear or anxiety control my life. I worry about nothing and instead pray about everything.

I had so many reasons to stop trusting my fellow man. The hurt was so deep I never imagined it getting easier. My heart needed to be free, so I learned to forgive. It wasn’t easy but letting go of that hurt just opens your heart to better things. Seeing my hurts as they are in the past that can never be changed. Let God handle any accountability that might remain.

I am a child of God. I know his love for me is forever and one day I will be beside him. I am only here in the flesh for now, I have a eternal life with him and I will never hurt again.