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Throughout my life I've felt alone and unworthy of love. The more I turned my attention to the Lord, the louder the voice got inside my head. I'm not sure at what point of my life I "woke up", but I started to realize that I am worthy of love, I am worth of His love. I will never feel alone again, because even when I am physically alone, He is there. When I feel unloved on Earth, I will always feel His love in my heart. I no longer need to search for love or worth, for I have finally found it in Him. It is such a beautiful thing, and I couldn't be more blessed.
I'm glad I have eternal life because I have finally found inner peace, which has changed my perspective on life, family, friends, and other people.
This year has been full of trials and tribulations as well as many blessings. For me to fully enjoy my blessings, I've had to turn to God for guidance and strength during troubled times. I've recently had someone close to me betray my trust, attack my character, attack my marriage and attack my husbands character to myself and to my family members. Although my initial reaction was anger and pain, I was able to turn those emotions into something beautiful. Instead of letting this person get inside my head, have me doubt my marriage, or doubt myself, I turned to God, for He knows my heart. This person inadvertently brought my husband and I closer together and strengthened our marriage.
Sometimes I do doubt myself, my marriage and my worth. When I'm deep in these moments of sorrow, I can hear a soft voice that tells me that I am good enough, I am worthy, and I am loved. I feel as though the Holy Spirit speaks to me in moments of happiness and in pain... I know the Lord is with me, especially through the darkest of times, to help me see the light again. I know I am worthy of His love and I know one day I will be standing next to Him in the Kingdom of Heaven.
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