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My God Life Testimony.
God loves me immensely, but I feel incomplete filled with so many heavy burdens of the care of others around me. I wish I had more understanding into the things of God, such as powers to healing and funds to do more than I am doing in helping people at present, I wish my Faith were faultless and Christianity was not denominational and seperate, I wish technology had stayed the way it was sixty years ago when we cared more for each other, hug, love and concerned unconditionally. Unlike, today where love comes with a price filled with conditions. I wish I could stop playing God and just completely "Let Go and Let God" use me just as He wills. I wish I could shut out the cares and worries and just live for God alone without looking back or wishing things were different for me to do more and better.
All my life I count my self lucky that God loves me and had always shown it in special ways by watching my back every time. The problems I encounter is of me and the enemy's attempt to make me doubt God's love differently. So the feeling of low self-esteem creeps in and a quest for things I considered God with held to make my life more fulfilling is what I imagine.
I am always careful how I live my life, but I always find myself playing God in other peoples life so much that I find myself going too far without God's direction, and this always explodes in my face leaving me alone to face the consequences. In such times I return and begin to search for God running from post to pillar out of frustrations.
Gods sufficient grace that makes mercy to say no to many falls, with God always picking me up to dust off all my the mess, cares, and worries I know without doubt I have eternal life and will one day be in heaven with God someday.
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