My Glory to God

Before I received eternal life, I was lost and encountering trauma after trauma. It became normal for me to endure physical and emotional abuse, bad habits, family problems, betrayal, financial loss, spiritual attacks. and near death experience. Little did I know how much I was to gain.

I remember having my first major stroke. I was in the hospital for about a month. I couldn't yet walk and was confined to my bed. I thought I hit the lowest of lows. Then, I found out I was pregnant with my youngest son at the same time. I had so many odd symptoms that I thought were part of my stroke recovery. Our son, Bradyn was born at 32 weeks and coded minutes after birth. He spent weeks in the NICU and was called a little miracle because he would get so close to having to be flown out and come back. Thanks to God, I woke up one night when he was about 18 months, and realized he had stopped breathing. I resuscitated him and we ultimately had to take him in. He ended having to have surgery at Stanford to remove his adenoids and tonsils and sleep apnea. Then when you think things can't be more challenging, they and diagnosed him with Autism. Every symptom he had was one of the unique symptoms I expressed during my pregnancy. It gave me complete understanding of how to help him work through it. I have countless stories, so I thought this was "normal". It wasn't until God came to me last year, that all the little pieces fit perfectly into the puzzle of my life. Now I realize how much of a miracle it is that I am alive. God continues to test me and put me through trials to strengthen me to be one of his chosen and strong warriors. He puts me in people lives at their crossroads. He has blessed me with some incredible gifts to help them receive God.

I discovered that every time I was shown or tested, there was a purpose for it. It helped me through that coming challenge, or it helped me help someone else through it. As time has carried on, it has become more clear and noticeable. It has also become more challenging. I am filled with love for him, and give all glory to him. Words cannot give enough credit to how much better life is on his path. I have never ending gratitude for him, my gifts, and my life.

Now that I have found his way, I am no longer lost.

Even strangers approach me and speak of God. It is beautiful. I am so thankful to be trusted by God with this.

Now, I trust God with every part of my life. After all, every part of my life is from the Glory of God.