My Feeling of Hugs from the Lord and Promise to See Me Through,

Having had a lot of sadness,hurt and abandonment in a large family growing up. First memory was scalded as a young child,, Only five years old & needing to lern to walk again. Then another big memory was being lost in San Francisco... Family forgot me in a restaurant drooling at the candy counter, was lost for 12 hours. Then in middle school I was hurt physically by teenage boys- family friends. Plane crash, parents possibly divorcing... Childhood of utter chaos. I was sad and lonely and needed hope, to know God is always with me.

I remember crying and vividly hating to live at my grandfathers funeral. A supernatural "hug of the Lord" and out of depression He, the Lord gave me peace, a direction in Life...a faith that truly saved my life!! With the Lord I will be saved, can do, get through, accomplish anything! He will give me the strength, determination to move forward. Need to give Him the glory always!!

My Faith in the Lord to help me through, to never quit, to not want to escape this life. He IS There with me, He loves me, Died for me & Will Sustain me. He will help me no matter the continued chaos and I must always ask His help. Then give Him the credit, the glory and tell others "we know all things work together for good to them that love God! " Romans 8:28. My life is a constant blessing of His truth in this!!

Now that I know the Lords Love, His salvation I have found peace in life's chaos and know He will see me through...IS Always With me. Eternal life is His promise, His Reward.

As my father died, friends have died at a seemingly TOO Young age to die, like at that life changing--God revealing funeral of my grandfathers...He is with me And never will forsake me. With the Lord, I will have peace and His promise of lots of fun, constant happiness in heaven.

I know for certain I will be with the Lord in Heaven when I die. When the Lord takes me to heaven, I know I will see more clearly His great purpose in my life and have eternal happiness!