Miracles Happen

I always believed in Christ as I grew up in a Christian household, but I still fell into thing of this world and faced terrible circumstances. I was molested and later on in life raped but I have never completed gave up faith in Jesus and hoped for a better life. With all of this happening I never had my menstrual cycle and at the age of 22 I was diagnosed with a rare disorder called MRKH. Before this diagnosis I knew something was wrong but I continued to live my life the way I wanted to.

I remember after receiving these results I felt depressed. I started to hate myself but i remembered from I was younger that I would always run to the Lord for strength and I did. I’ve always know nothing and no one can break the bond between us. This made me draw even closer to him. I got baptized shortly after and still struggled with things of the world but I learn each day. On October 24, 2024 I saw my first period and this is what I’ve been praying for over 2-3 years and I cannot express my thanks to God for all he’s done despite the disappointments and grief I may have caused him. God loves us without condition, and will be the only one that loves us forever and always. I am ready to accept this blessing and responsibility he has given me at 25 years old and will continue to share my testimony and grow the relationship I have with God even more.

I can feel the love God gives daily through waking up each day, I continue to see God answering prayers both in my life and others. Nothing is impossible for God.

After receiving eternal life, I reflected on how greedy and lustful I was, I have maintained control over these things and have no intention of turning back. Some nights I write letters to Jesus, telling him how I feel. I always try to express myself and that helps me to deal with what I go through.

Some days while driving, as I play my Christian music I get so into the spirit and feel the presence of God, I learned to accept the way I was told I was made with this disorder and began to become at peace with it, but I still prayed for a changed because having children is something I hope for if it is in Gods will. I believe he will do it for me.

As am still building my relationship with God I am hopeful that I will go to heaven for eternity. Today is the strongest I feel in our relationship.