Marriage or divorced

Growing up, I received Christ at a very young age being a Roman Catholic, it was almost mandatory. After my baptism as a toddler I than studied for my first communion and later my confirmation. All these were right before my 15th birthday.

I've always tried to commit as little sin as possible but of course as a teenager gave in. I've always wanted to one day grow up, get married and have kids, in Just that order. I did not have any children in my first relationship. So, later at 28 years old God blessed myself with a beautiful son. Even though his father and I were not married, I decided to continue to work on things. I then became a member of a large organization called LDTS.

After birthing my first son, his father decided we needed to take a break. We had broken up and decided that from there on our we would do things separately. Co parenting was not going to be easy but was a must. I later moved to New Orleans Louisiana in 2021 and found myself at the court house, not exactly sure what I was signing but it was either a marriage license or divorce. The sad part is , I didn't want an arranged marriage , or courthouse wedding but it happened so quick I don't recall the exact day. Hoping one day I will be able to do things the right way. The way I have always imagined and the way both him and I will always remember and never forget.