Loosing my son.

Before I was saved I carried so much anger and ugliness and speaking bad and being miserable to everyone around me. Not wanting my kids around just worried about myself.

I always was worried about dying.

When I discovered how my life was changing and how I felt about things and I was not afraid of death anymore I knew I had eternal life. I was at peace.

I no longer fear death my anger had gone. I love so much my family and others. I am so thankful to my Father for the peace I carry with me now.

When we drive now in the car on a few occasions we have nearly had bad accidents and I am totally at peace with dying now. No fear.

My son was born at 35 weeks he weighed 1,9 kgs he had swallowed so much of my fluid while pushing him out his lungs collapsed. He went into icu. when I went to go see him the nurse said to me don't touch your baby we don't think he is going to make it. I broke down and started asking the Lord not to please take him that if he lived I would change my life for the better. everyday Jason my son got better and better from not breathing on his own at all to in 14 days machines were taken off. Our father is so amazing. And if I had to die today I know I will have eternal life and be with him