Let Go and Give to God- Alcoholism,aneurysm ,cancer and a supernatural healing of my spirit

I was chasing money ?? and power people pleasing and desperate- I thought I was a calm person who was into new age practises I did Yoga , I literally had the picture perfect life on the outside,however I had grown up catholic I was full of Shame and guilt and was afraid of judgements. ?? . Every hardship I thought was a punishment from God- so I turned to "I believe in a higher power but religion is not for me " type of person

4 months after my husband and I walked into church we had the diagnosis of breast cancer - I remember receiving the diagnosis and then a pure peace that after a few tears fell on me . An assurance I prayed I weept I went from a weekend warrior of church to changing completely -a journey I am truly thankful for .

Then I discovered what peace and love and community and freedom was - Ihad found the Father.

We walked into church fir the first time in 2023 my husband an alcoholic who was freed, a marraige ready for divorce , 4 after that a cancer diagnosis stage 3c -4 months after the surgery in the oncologist office after a scan I received another diagnosis! Brain aneurysm Doctor would be intouch after chemo ended (we stopped chemo then and waited). 6 month's later the complex brain aneurysm burst found unconscious on the floor by my little 4 year old in the yard. Hospital surgery 2.5 % chance of living-

After I woke up from my brain literally bursting I was in pain but so confused by why everyone was scared and frightened - I had the peace of God from the moment I woke up -now the healing began

I have been blessed to know tradgey- blessed to know pain Recovered , redeem and saved ! I am his daughter choosen by a Good and Mighty God I was never bad I had just stepped away from the source of my eternal redeemer