Knowing who my true father is.

During my child hood I was angry all the time. My mom Sheltered us and we weren't allowed to have friend or go anywhere. Later on in life, when I turned 18 my mom committed suicide at the same time my half siblings told me and my sister our father had molested them growing up.

I became very lost after my mom died and we heard the news about my dad. I then got on drugs real bad. Lost all my weight. I had my ribs poking out.

But it wasn't until my dad pasted did I really find the Lord. The Lord told me through the date my daddy died which was October 7 and we buried him on the 11 in Matthew 7:11 God's says he'll he a better father to us than our earthly father ever could be. I knew then that he was my true father.

Now that I have Jesus in my heart my life has changed. I know now that I can call on the lord for everything just like my earthly father and he loves me way more and wants the best for me so I don't fear like I use to ,or feel alone any more. My father will never leave me nor forsake me and will take great care of me.

About a year after I lost both my parents I realized that no matter what happened to me that I was going to be ok weather I'm alive or dead I'll be with Jesus and my family. And knowing that is the greatest peace I could have

Without Jesus we arnt living even if we're alive. He is the way the truth and the life ! Once you except Jesus in your heart your life changes for ever and your father the Lord Almighty will never leave you nor for sake you.