Jesus loves me more than I deserve or love myself.

I am so grateful for my salvation and the power to change and grow in my relationship with Christ so I may love others and have a purpose in my life and forgiveness for my sins.

I lost my mother at 17 and was so fearful of life without her and anger that God took her even though I had prayed, then I met and married my husband through my dads new wife and God had mercy on me and showered his forgiveness on me. Then I lost my husband, he was 45, I was 43 after 25 years of marriage and again I was selfish, bitter so angry at God for not giving me my happy ever after but yet another loss, twenty years of fear, bitterness and anger God has shown me mercy, grace and forgiveness, gently leading me and guiding me, through friendships and relationships showing his goodness to me.

I know that God sent His son, Jesus to die for my sins, I believe in Jesus as my personal Lord and Savior and depend on Him minute by minute, doing my best to honor Him in all I say and do, although i fail constantly, He is faithful and good to me, showering me with grace and His mercy new every day.