It was Code Red for me...

Anxiety,Anger,Shame/Guilt,Emptiness,Lonliness,Regrets,Low self-esteem,Cheap thrills,Self centered,ADDICTION

I remember at one point of my life I felt lost and D idnt have hope in succeeding, I was hanging with the wrong crowds, smoking weed, drinking liquor, popping pills, smoking coke taking people's medications to get high. I had gotten pregnant at 15 by a 33 year old U.S Marine (I was REALLY out here doing stuff I had no business) once I gotten pregnant I didn't have enough courage to go to school so I dropped out and I attended a vocational education school, too. :(... I could have won my career from that school...but I guess life happens and keep pushing Right? So here's where it gets good. I started to prostitute after my abortion... did the prostitution for 3 years (I stopped at 18-2017) found out I had an STD (gotten clean since then with drugs and with men) then something told me one day...Shelby...somethings gotta give....so I prayed after I haven't prayed in a VERY long time. I feel the Lord took need in that prayer because I am now about to be a graduate @ Harbor City Highschool, I have a medical front office job that I am taking classes for as well to get me ready for graduation so when I graduate I would already have a job, and I can think about having my baby once I am officially stable. I miss that little girl, she will always be in my heart!

I have discovered eternal life by prayer.

Now that I have received eternal life I am more free.

I met the love of my life.

Jesus is surely proud of his sister, now. I know it!