How God saved me

I didn’t have any friends because i didn’t know how to act. I was always saying negative things and I was very egoistic. I also was very insecure. I didn’t have any friends and felt like everyone hated me for no reason.

Sometimes I had suicidal thoughts, but that wasn’t really serious. I was kind of an attention seeker.

I started hesitating about beliefs and I already was very interested in Islam. Not because I believed in it, but I was interested. I watched a lot of tiktoks from muslims and some of them were christian’s before. I also grew up christian and I knew how to pray, so I started praying again, although I didn’t really believe in God yet. But after a while I was thinking about it and I just said “I believe” and that changed my life. Since that moment I haven’t turned back.

I know how to live now. I want to love others as myself and I have a lot more friends now. I want to share the gospel with others and I can feel God lives in me. I’m not insecure anymore, because I know God has made me in his image.

A few weeks ago I went to a worship night and as it started, I felt the Holy Spirit around me. People were crging over the songs, people were praying and I cried and prayed myself. I saw God working around me and I felt Him working in me. That was one of the most beautiful nights of my life.

I believe with my whole heart in Christ, but sometimes I just can’t imagine that I will go to heaven. I am for sure that God exists but I just can’t imagine what heaven will be like. I hope my faith gets stronger in that.