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Have Love, Faith and believe is all I can say.
I grew apart from Christian life when I was 18/19 and always talked to GOD when I felt troubled but fell in the trap of this world with sin(drugs, alcohol, sex etc.) (Luke 15:4) I was the lost sheep out in the wilderness, this is the best way I can put it. A slave to sin John 8:34. However, I started feeling less and less wanting to sin. We all have a turning point in life, mine happen just 12 months ago. God has perfect timing, I mean he sure does know when the right time is. He has called me out of the wilderness with his voice and things I can't explain. I was lost for my whole life it seems 20"s, 30"s ,40"s and finally He brought me back into the herd. How: I told you mine was long. LOL Lets see, I had something happened in my life 7 months ago that I was giving up on this Life and Love not that I was suicidal, just that I was through with it. The sinning, through fighting Him, through with this world to please take me away. I surrender to Him (Christ Jesus)( broke down and cried) and ask to please forgive me for all my wrong choices (sins) and to show me the way, show me the truth. And He did, The Holy Spirit of God cleanse me and I had Love in my heart I can't explain. I couldn't even say bad words anymore. Glory, Glory, Glory to God Almighty in Jesus Christ and the power of the Holy Spirit. Amen Amen Why: Because I look at my Life now as, God Knew Us Before We Were Born (Jeremiah 1:5). and my life, and everyone's life is predestined from the beginning. We just need to Ask God, talk to Him, he does answer, trust me he does things before we / I can think about them, He already knows what we / I need. Amen Because NO ONE should lose their eternal soul to sin. We all can be saved through Jesus Christ.
God's always with me, I just never thought he wanted someone like me.
I surrendered my life to the Lord one afternoon and when I went to sleep that night I woke up around 3:00 AM in a drunken state of the Holy Spirit, (30 years of un-repented sin was built up in me ).
I mean I was forever changed I had pure Love in my heart and was reading the bible 8 hours a day every chance I got, I was reading the bible and crying for forgiveness . I have heard his voice and seen the sign’s. I cried out to the Lord, I know I’m a sinner and I’m done with sinning and please talk to me I’ve been in this world for 50 years Lord and have never heard your voice and to please call my name and to show me a sign Lord, and I believed, Because I asked for them he gave to me. Remember: Love. Hope and Faith, Faith, Faith and more Faith.
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