God Is my Strong Tower

I was unstable, Went through childhood trauma

I grew up in a house where we'd always get streamed at, no affection, no attention, I got hit with everything she could get her hands on. I spent my whole life looking for Love giving my body away, drinking, smoking I was into all kinds of stuff in search of True Love. Married the wrong guy because I was leaning on my own understanding. I got into some dark things and started messing with fake gods, but GOD delivered me. I just got tired went to my mom and told her I forgive her for how she did me, because I noticed I started doing the same thing to my children, and I refused to put my hurt on them because I wasn't healed, so after I forgave her my life started to change. I started staying in the house no company I cut everybody off. It was almost depression but I would make sure I always read the Bible (Word of GOD) through it all. I found the Love that I had always been looking for which was in me the whole time I was looking all I had to do was Love myself then that Lead me to a greater Love which is JESUS CHRIST. I HAVE NEVER BEEN LOVED LIKE THIS. there's soooooooo much more to this story. He allowed me to give up everything I'm over a year clean from sex. I don't smoke anymore or drink even eating healthier and exercising now. Jesus have turned me around, picked me and put my feet on solid ground. I PRAISE YOUR HOLY NAME JESUS!!!!!!!!!! I'M FREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!

God transformed me by reading his word and giving up my worldly desires and letting him give me what I need

To look at my life now amazes me how God can be so forgiving to someone who was so dirty, filthy and sinful. I must forgive in the same way

After everything that I've done to know God always has open arms makes me Love him more and more. It let's me know that I can trust him with my life and that he will lead me in the right directions when I let go of the wheel and let him drive

Gods word is my confidence. If he says it I believe it. Nothing else can change that. He cannot lie this is why I believe