from worry to assurance

I have been a christian since the day I was born but before I received eternal life; I was living in worry and was anxious all the time, that let me live in depression and have low self esteem.

I remember when I was in campus, some of my biggest worries were how my tuition are going to be paid, if I'm ever going to finish campus, am I going to turn okay in life since I couldn't fit in the campus life (partying, clubbing....) not because I had strong character but because i didn't have the means to life that kind of life (money)

then right after my graduation started listening to more christian base content online (podcast and YouTube video) and discover what it mean to have eternal life and later on, i eventually receive eternal life

Now that I have eternal life, i no longer life in depression or anxiety. And each day I learn to be grateful of who I am and what God have given me. I have a sense of assurance for my future I can't explain.

This is my 3 years of finishing campus but life has not been going the way I was expected especially in getting a job and achieving the financial freedom. But in the mist of all these stress I found myself living in peace and assurance I cannot understand.

now I don't even worry about who I'm going to be in the future or what is going to happen to me because I know for sure that if I die today, I will go to heaven.