From death to Life.

Yes I was afraid of death, and also afraid of living. I was cursing a lot, getting angry and feeling that I had no purpose and that it was not worth living. I was sat in church one Sunday when I felt this black hole deep in my chest and something saying this is the time, so I stood up in the middle of my pastors sermon and shouted I need him, I need to give my life to Christ. I asked Jesus to forgive me of my sins and wash me clean after that I felt peace that I have never had a purpose for living and trusting in Gods plan for my life. God has a purpose and a plan for my life, now I have a second chance and I want to live for Him now and follow his will and not my own.

Back in 1997 I met a lady from the USA and I thought that she was the one, we rushed into things $400 phone bills each month I moved to the US and got married, meantime she was seeing someone else. I was still looking at pornography. Anyway after my divorce I moved up to Washington State were I spent the best part of 18 years and it was there I gave my life to Christ. It has not been easy, I made a stupid decision to move back to the UK. and nothing is the same, I really do feel like I have let God down. He said my sheep will hear my voice. well I do not know if it was God telling me to return or if it was my concisions, but I know that God has total control of it.

I gave my life to Christ and believed on him, and confessed that Jesus is my LORD and saviour now I have everlasting life.

Now that I have eternal life because of His grace alone through my faith alone in Jesus Christ alone.

After moving back to the UK. not knowing what to expect after 23 years way basically coming back to a new start and still trusting in GOD for his provision I have peace, knowing that He is still with me.

If I were to die at this very moment, I do not need to worry because I know that I will be with Him in glory, with no more pain, no more crying and no more hurt. I will have eternal Life that Jesus promised.