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from addiction and false love to the fullness of love and getting free in finding Jesus Christ
Are you searching for the real love like I did? Are you trapped in an relationship or are you addicted to something? ahhhh i can tell you Jesus will set you free, he will give you value. Thats what my story is about. I was addicted to have a realationship. All my friends and family could not understand why i did not just walk away. EVEN IF I WANTED I COULD NOT. So in the end my worth was like 0. I had so many thoughts, I better not speak them out. But the grace of our heavenly father is so so so big. He goes after you as he did in my story after me. God found me in my deepest. He lifted me up and over the past month he healed so many things in me. I pray you will find PEACE like i did. I hope you find the WAY, the TRUTH and the LIFE. All that is JESUS. He wants you to go with him, find truth in him and the full life and on top eternal life. Oh my gosh, GOD IS SO GOOD. Thank you Jesus for alle you have done for me, thank you that you died for me and took everything for me. I am forever in love with you my LORD.
Before JESUS changed my life i was addicted to relationships, i felt worthless and in the end I believed lies about lies about myself. I was fully disappointed by relationships and could not love myself. I was overthinking everything and I knew that something was missing all the time but could not find it. UNTIL JESUS CAME IN MY LiFE.
I was in a relationship that was full of problems. Two years were kind of normal but the other three years were on/off. I thought a thousand times to go, BUT I COULD NOT, I was really trapped in it. I was addicted to have a relationship. I had so many thoughts and voices in my head so that the whole time was an emotional upside down. There were so many unhealthy things in it, so many lies. With every day more i lost more value.
At my deepest point God came and touched me with his emense love. Some christian students had an action where you could ask some questions to them about the faith and Jesus and so on, and than they brought you the answers and pizza for free. I had nothing to lose anymore. So I asked them what is luck and why the life as a christian should be better than that of a non christian. I cannot say why, but after they were gone in my belly there was a strange feeling and evertything turned around. I started to cry very strong for like 20 minutes. In that thime i was so deeply huged by Gods love. God touched me so hard in my heart I could not deny him any longer. He really showed me how much he loves me. If i think about that moment I can cry right away. It overpowers me over and over again. He really found me and could not longer see me perishing myself like I did. The days after that, I decided to give Jesus my life and decided to follow him with all I am for the rest of my life.
Now I am walking with the LORD I am free of adicction and I know my value as a child of the highest.
At my baptism a half year later the Lord set me free from that addictive relationship. He took everything away. I was the first time in my life really free. Jesus gives me peace. There are still situations, when lies will rise up in me but than I proclaim Gods promises and the lies have to go. And it works.
Jesus is my hope. I really know one day I will be with him forever, I just will go home, the eternity is written in my heart. I can not imagine nothing better than this. Having eternal life in heaven, and God with us. Is there any better????? Once I recorded my testimony and uploaded it on YouTube. Unfortunately it is only in German and Spanish there. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c0p7zVdLR8U&t=11s (in german) And if you ask yourself why you need God or more, why it is so important to love him with all your heart than feel encouraged to watch this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxjD6TvtBbg&t=1s and yes it is in english ;) JESUS REALLY WANT TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE! IT IS ALL ABOUT HIM!
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