Finding the Love I so Desperately Desired

I had many regrets before I became a Christian. My life had guilt and shame. I felt so alone.

I tried to find fulfillment and security in worldly relationships, but those failed, and I felt more alone than ever. And was more convinced that I was guilty and shameful.

Then, my neighbor introduced me to some amazing Christians that were about my age. I started down a path toward salvation. Soon after, I accepted Christ as my savior.

Now that I have eternal life, I don't need unhealthy relationships to fill the void in my life. Christ is my inner healer, my friend that sticks close to me. I feel clean and free. I am washed. The past is gone. I'm not that person anymore.

When I feel hurt, alone or scared, I call on Jesus. I talk with Him, read His Word, sing songs to Him. I feel so complete and satisfied in His presence. While I was a single mother, I felt content in my relationship with God. I wanted a godly husband and father for my son, but I didn't NEED it. I was able to be content with God's timing.

I love knowing that my relationship with God is for eternity. When this body is done, my spirit will forever be with Jesus in a new body. I will never be alone.