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My testimony My flesh, Im nothing a sinner a drunkard, a druggy a liar a violent angry piece of trash scum of the earth pitiful excuse of a human vile narcissist always put myself before others pornography watching lustful pervert heathen just to name a few. My Spirit, On 1/26/23 I Was in car accident at work and went on workman’s comp. The weeks to follow would change the course of my life dramatically. I’ve been drinking/drugging since I was about age 16, I’m 43 now. During this period there weren’t much times that I wasn’t either drunk, high or watching porn. During high school I smoked weed and drank heavily by the the time I was 20 I was a severely depressed wannabe gangster, confused borderline suicidal very angry unstable individual. The only reason I didn’t try kill myself was because of my belief in God which my parents instilled in me as child. I was in and out of mental homes with a brief stent in jail from burning down my parents home. Just about ten years ago I remember I always kept a big bottle of rum in my trunk working at Pizza Hut and delivered pizzas while under the influence. I can’t say how many times I drove blackout drunk and the next day I couldn’t remember a thing. It seems through the years I left a small trail of destruction behind me humiliating and hurting loved ones as well as myself. Going back to this most recent auto accident the weeks following I couldn’t work and I was home more so I got the bright idea to try drink myself to death. After binge drinking for those few weeks I decided to try and go cold turkey and ended up in the ER not knowing if that was gonna be my last day on this earth. I cried out to to Jesus saying God please save me help me because when your face to face with death your not thinking about your Dream home how much money you have in your bank, what clothes to buy, how many likes you have on social media all you think about is I’m going to meet my maker am I right with God. Am I going to heaven or hell I know I want to go to heaven. I cried out to God as it says in?? ??Psalm? ?77?:?1? “I Cried unto God with my voice, Even unto God with my voice; and he gave ear unto me.” Hebrews? ?9?:?27? ?says “And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:” But God in his love and mercy says in John 3:16 ““For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” ?? I asked Jesus to forgive me for my sins known and and unknown and save me, I believe you died on the cross for my sins Jesus you resurrected on the third day, with all power and glory and now sit at the right hand of God in heaven. ??Romans? ?10?:?10?,11?,13? ?says “For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. ??Mark? ?10?:?15? ?says “Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein.” John? ?3?:?3 says “Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” Romans? ?10?:?17? ?says “So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” Deuteronomy? ?8?:?6? says “Therefore thou shalt keep the commandments of the LORD thy God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him.”The weeks that followed Reading the word of God recommended to start in the Gospel of John and learning to drop to my knees calling out to God our creator for he loves us and wants an intimate relationship with us. ??I started to notice a change for the better I believe I have been born again saved and delivered praise due to God our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. What the enemy meant for my destruction God used for good as it says in Romans? ?8?:?28?. I’m not perfect but ??Philippians? ?1?:?6? says “being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” The Bible says in Jeremiah? ?29?:?11? “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.” My prayer is that whoever reads this that is not a born again and saved believer that Jesus will soften your hearts, that you believe in the name of Jesus Christ I pray that the fear of God be placed over your life that you cry out to God on your knees with every fiber of your being what must I do to be saved!!! ??Romans? ?5?:?1?-?5? , Romans? ?12?:?1?-?2?
My testimony My flesh, Im nothing a sinner a drunkard, a druggy a liar a violent angry piece of trash scum of the earth pitiful excuse of a human vile narcissist always put myself before others pornography watching lustful pervert heathen just to name a few. My Spirit, On 1/26/23 I Was in car accident at work and went on workman’s comp. The weeks to follow would change the course of my life dramatically. I’ve been drinking/drugging since I was about age 16, I’m 43 now. During this period there weren’t much times that I wasn’t either drunk, high or watching porn. During high school I smoked weed and drank heavily by the the time I was 20 I was a severely depressed wannabe gangster, confused borderline suicidal very angry unstable individual. The only reason I didn’t try kill myself was because of my belief in God which my parents instilled in me as child. I was in and out of mental homes with a brief stent in jail from burning down my parents home. Just about ten years ago I remember I always kept a big bottle of rum in my trunk working at Pizza Hut and delivered pizzas while under the influence. I can’t say how many times I drove blackout drunk and the next day I couldn’t remember a thing. It seems through the years I left a small trail of destruction behind me humiliating and hurting loved ones as well as myself. Going back to this most recent auto accident the weeks following I couldn’t work and I was home more so I got the bright idea to try drink myself to death. After binge drinking for those few weeks I decided to try and go cold turkey and ended up in the ER not knowing if that was gonna be my last day on this earth. I cried out to to Jesus saying God please save me help me because when your face to face with death your not thinking about your Dream home how much money you have in your bank, what clothes to buy, how many likes you have on social media all you think about is I’m going to meet my maker am I right with God. Am I going to heaven or hell I know I want to go to heaven. I cried out to God as it says in?? ??Psalm? ?77?:?1? “I Cried unto God with my voice, Even unto God with my voice; and he gave ear unto me.” Hebrews? ?9?:?27? ?says “And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:” But God in his love and mercy says in John 3:16 ““For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” ?? I asked Jesus to forgive me for my sins known and and unknown and save me, I believe you died on the cross for my sins Jesus you resurrected on the third day, with all power and glory and now sit at the right hand of God in heaven. ??Romans? ?10?:?10?,11?,13? ?says “For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. ??Mark? ?10?:?15? ?says “Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein.” John? ?3?:?3 says “Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” Romans? ?10?:?17? ?says “So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” Deuteronomy? ?8?:?6? says “Therefore thou shalt keep the commandments of the LORD thy God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him.”The weeks that followed Reading the word of God recommended to start in the Gospel of John and learning to drop to my knees calling out to God our creator for he loves us and wants an intimate relationship with us. ??I started to notice a change for the better I believe I have been born again saved and delivered praise due to God our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. What the enemy meant for my destruction God used for good as it says in Romans? ?8?:?28?. I’m not perfect but ??Philippians? ?1?:?6? says “being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” The Bible says in Jeremiah? ?29?:?11? “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.” My prayer is that whoever reads this that is not a born again and saved believer that Jesus will soften your hearts, that you believe in the name of Jesus Christ I pray that the fear of God be placed over your life that you cry out to God on your knees with every fiber of your being what must I do to be saved!!! ??Romans? ?5?:?1?-?5? , Romans? ?12?:?1?-?2?
I cried out to God and asked Jesus to forgive me for my sins known and and unknown and save me, I believe you died on the cross for my sins Jesus you resurrected on the third day, with all power and glory and now sit at the right hand of God in heaven. I remember an overwhelming sense of Gods peace which surpasses all understanding as it says in Philippians 4:7 and being born again through Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior.
My testimony My flesh, Im nothing a sinner a drunkard, a druggy a liar a violent angry piece of trash scum of the earth pitiful excuse of a human vile narcissist always put myself before others pornography watching lustful pervert heathen just to name a few. My Spirit, On 1/26/23 I Was in car accident at work and went on workman’s comp. The weeks to follow would change the course of my life dramatically. I’ve been drinking/drugging since I was about age 16, I’m 43 now. During this period there weren’t much times that I wasn’t either drunk, high or watching porn. During high school I smoked weed and drank heavily by the the time I was 20 I was a severely depressed wannabe gangster, confused borderline suicidal very angry unstable individual. The only reason I didn’t try kill myself was because of my belief in God which my parents instilled in me as child. I was in and out of mental homes with a brief stent in jail from burning down my parents home. Just about ten years ago I remember I always kept a big bottle of rum in my trunk working at Pizza Hut and delivered pizzas while under the influence. I can’t say how many times I drove blackout drunk and the next day I couldn’t remember a thing. It seems through the years I left a small trail of destruction behind me humiliating and hurting loved ones as well as myself. Going back to this most recent auto accident the weeks following I couldn’t work and I was home more so I got the bright idea to try drink myself to death. After binge drinking for those few weeks I decided to try and go cold turkey and ended up in the ER not knowing if that was gonna be my last day on this earth. I cried out to to Jesus saying God please save me help me because when your face to face with death your not thinking about your Dream home how much money you have in your bank, what clothes to buy, how many likes you have on social media all you think about is I’m going to meet my maker am I right with God. Am I going to heaven or hell I know I want to go to heaven. I cried out to God as it says in?? ??Psalm? ?77?:?1? “I Cried unto God with my voice, Even unto God with my voice; and he gave ear unto me.” Hebrews? ?9?:?27? ?says “And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:” But God in his love and mercy says in John 3:16 ““For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” ?? I asked Jesus to forgive me for my sins known and and unknown and save me, I believe you died on the cross for my sins Jesus you resurrected on the third day, with all power and glory and now sit at the right hand of God in heaven. ??Romans? ?10?:?10?,11?,13? ?says “For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. ??Mark? ?10?:?15? ?says “Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein.” John? ?3?:?3 says “Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” Romans? ?10?:?17? ?says “So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” Deuteronomy? ?8?:?6? says “Therefore thou shalt keep the commandments of the LORD thy God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him.”The weeks that followed Reading the word of God recommended to start in the Gospel of John and learning to drop to my knees calling out to God our creator for he loves us and wants an intimate relationship with us. ??I started to notice a change for the better I believe I have been born again saved and delivered praise due to God our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. What the enemy meant for my destruction God used for good as it says in Romans? ?8?:?28?. I’m not perfect but ??Philippians? ?1?:?6? says “being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” The Bible says in Jeremiah? ?29?:?11? “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.” My prayer is that whoever reads this that is not a born again and saved believer that Jesus will soften your hearts, that you believe in the name of Jesus Christ I pray that the fear of God be placed over your life that you cry out to God on your knees with every fiber of your being what must I do to be saved!!! ??Romans? ?5?:?1?-?5? , Romans? ?12?:?1?-?2?
My testimony My flesh, Im nothing a sinner a drunkard, a druggy a liar a violent angry piece of trash scum of the earth pitiful excuse of a human vile narcissist always put myself before others pornography watching lustful pervert heathen just to name a few. My Spirit, On 1/26/23 I Was in car accident at work and went on workman’s comp. The weeks to follow would change the course of my life dramatically. I’ve been drinking/drugging since I was about age 16, I’m 43 now. During this period there weren’t much times that I wasn’t either drunk, high or watching porn. During high school I smoked weed and drank heavily by the the time I was 20 I was a severely depressed wannabe gangster, confused borderline suicidal very angry unstable individual. The only reason I didn’t try kill myself was because of my belief in God which my parents instilled in me as child. I was in and out of mental homes with a brief stent in jail from burning down my parents home. Just about ten years ago I remember I always kept a big bottle of rum in my trunk working at Pizza Hut and delivered pizzas while under the influence. I can’t say how many times I drove blackout drunk and the next day I couldn’t remember a thing. It seems through the years I left a small trail of destruction behind me humiliating and hurting loved ones as well as myself. Going back to this most recent auto accident the weeks following I couldn’t work and I was home more so I got the bright idea to try drink myself to death. After binge drinking for those few weeks I decided to try and go cold turkey and ended up in the ER not knowing if that was gonna be my last day on this earth. I cried out to to Jesus saying God please save me help me because when your face to face with death your not thinking about your Dream home how much money you have in your bank, what clothes to buy, how many likes you have on social media all you think about is I’m going to meet my maker am I right with God. Am I going to heaven or hell I know I want to go to heaven. I cried out to God as it says in?? ??Psalm? ?77?:?1? “I Cried unto God with my voice, Even unto God with my voice; and he gave ear unto me.” Hebrews? ?9?:?27? ?says “And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:” But God in his love and mercy says in John 3:16 ““For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” ?? I asked Jesus to forgive me for my sins known and and unknown and save me, I believe you died on the cross for my sins Jesus you resurrected on the third day, with all power and glory and now sit at the right hand of God in heaven. ??Romans? ?10?:?10?,11?,13? ?says “For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. ??Mark? ?10?:?15? ?says “Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein.” John? ?3?:?3 says “Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” Romans? ?10?:?17? ?says “So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” Deuteronomy? ?8?:?6? says “Therefore thou shalt keep the commandments of the LORD thy God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him.”The weeks that followed Reading the word of God recommended to start in the Gospel of John and learning to drop to my knees calling out to God our creator for he loves us and wants an intimate relationship with us. ??I started to notice a change for the better I believe I have been born again saved and delivered praise due to God our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. What the enemy meant for my destruction God used for good as it says in Romans? ?8?:?28?. I’m not perfect but ??Philippians? ?1?:?6? says “being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” The Bible says in Jeremiah? ?29?:?11? “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.” My prayer is that whoever reads this that is not a born again and saved believer that Jesus will soften your hearts, that you believe in the name of Jesus Christ I pray that the fear of God be placed over your life that you cry out to God on your knees with every fiber of your being what must I do to be saved!!! ??Romans? ?5?:?1?-?5? , Romans? ?12?:?1?-?2?
My testimony My flesh, Im nothing a sinner a drunkard, a druggy a liar a violent angry piece of trash scum of the earth pitiful excuse of a human vile narcissist always put myself before others pornography watching lustful pervert heathen just to name a few. My Spirit, On 1/26/23 I Was in car accident at work and went on workman’s comp. The weeks to follow would change the course of my life dramatically. I’ve been drinking/drugging since I was about age 16, I’m 43 now. During this period there weren’t much times that I wasn’t either drunk, high or watching porn. During high school I smoked weed and drank heavily by the the time I was 20 I was a severely depressed wannabe gangster, confused borderline suicidal very angry unstable individual. The only reason I didn’t try kill myself was because of my belief in God which my parents instilled in me as child. I was in and out of mental homes with a brief stent in jail from burning down my parents home. Just about ten years ago I remember I always kept a big bottle of rum in my trunk working at Pizza Hut and delivered pizzas while under the influence. I can’t say how many times I drove blackout drunk and the next day I couldn’t remember a thing. It seems through the years I left a small trail of destruction behind me humiliating and hurting loved ones as well as myself. Going back to this most recent auto accident the weeks following I couldn’t work and I was home more so I got the bright idea to try drink myself to death. After binge drinking for those few weeks I decided to try and go cold turkey and ended up in the ER not knowing if that was gonna be my last day on this earth. I cried out to to Jesus saying God please save me help me because when your face to face with death your not thinking about your Dream home how much money you have in your bank, what clothes to buy, how many likes you have on social media all you think about is I’m going to meet my maker am I right with God. Am I going to heaven or hell I know I want to go to heaven. I cried out to God as it says in?? ??Psalm? ?77?:?1? “I Cried unto God with my voice, Even unto God with my voice; and he gave ear unto me.” Hebrews? ?9?:?27? ?says “And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment:” But God in his love and mercy says in John 3:16 ““For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.” ?? I asked Jesus to forgive me for my sins known and and unknown and save me, I believe you died on the cross for my sins Jesus you resurrected on the third day, with all power and glory and now sit at the right hand of God in heaven. ??Romans? ?10?:?10?,11?,13? ?says “For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the scripture saith, Whosoever believeth on him shall not be ashamed. For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. ??Mark? ?10?:?15? ?says “Verily I say unto you, Whosoever shall not receive the kingdom of God as a little child, he shall not enter therein.” John? ?3?:?3 says “Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” Romans? ?10?:?17? ?says “So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God.” Deuteronomy? ?8?:?6? says “Therefore thou shalt keep the commandments of the LORD thy God, to walk in his ways, and to fear him.”The weeks that followed Reading the word of God recommended to start in the Gospel of John and learning to drop to my knees calling out to God our creator for he loves us and wants an intimate relationship with us. ??I started to notice a change for the better I believe I have been born again saved and delivered praise due to God our Lord and savior Jesus Christ. What the enemy meant for my destruction God used for good as it says in Romans? ?8?:?28?. I’m not perfect but ??Philippians? ?1?:?6? says “being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” The Bible says in Jeremiah? ?29?:?11? “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.” My prayer is that whoever reads this that is not a born again and saved believer that Jesus will soften your hearts, that you believe in the name of Jesus Christ I pray that the fear of God be placed over your life that you cry out to God on your knees with every fiber of your being what must I do to be saved!!! ??Romans? ?5?:?1?-?5? , Romans? ?12?:?1?-?2?
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