Anxiety and Peace

I was proud and living for pleasure, when suddenly, I was filled with almost unbearable anxiety and panic attacks. My entire life changed in a moment.

I was in a constant state of fight or flight. My heart was pounding, and my throat was closing. My vision was narrowing as darkness came from both sides. I was terrified and exhausted. I didn’t know what was wrong with me, how to fix it or even how much longer I could bear it.

Then, one afternoon as I was meditating and praying in an effort to relieve my stress, I experienced the presence of Jesus Christ. I felt His holiness and my sinfulness. I thought I was about to descend into hell. But, I remembered Jesus’ offer of forgiveness of sins for those who believe in Him and call on His Name for Salvation. So, in that moment, I confessed my sins, committed my life to Jesus, and received eternal life.

After receiving Jesus as my Savior, I felt a peace and a hope that I had never known before. I also found a purpose for my life.

Anxiety had been like a weight on my chest, pressing on my throat. But, the weight began to lift, and I could take shallow breaths. I will always remember this as the feeling of hope.

Now, I know that my eternal life is secure in Jesus. I have believed in Jesus and surrendered my life to Him, and He has accepted me. I don’t fear death because I know I will be with God in Heaven when I die.