Before I knew Christ, I just wanted my friend to like me and I wanted to be the center of attention.
I gained happiness and security from being noticed by others and having people laugh with me, not at me. I would make fun of myself before others could
Over time, this area in my life was unfulfilling because I ended up feeling worthless all of the time. No matter what someone told me, I felt stupid and ugly
Before I received eternal life, I was afraid to be me. I used to wear loads of makeup because the other girls were, it didnt matter that i hated wearing it. I just wanted people to notice me.
Then, I received eternal life.
After i received eternal life, I noticed that my life changed by confidence in myself. Sure, there are times where I don't feel pretty or smart or anything like that but God reminds me, through the people I love the most, that I am all those things and more. And He reminds me it is better to be me than to be someone else.
Now that I have eternal life, I no longer fear being myself.
I am glad to know that i have eternal life and I am going to go to heaven when I die