April 19, 2009 Before I received eternal life, I looked to a set of religious practices and friendships to bring me a sense of worth and a feeling of love.
I strived to do good and gain other's approval, but often fell short. I had head knowledge of who God was, but did not feel a closeness of relationship, though I was faithful to religious practices.
At this time, many people came into my life who shared with me who God was. As I began to have a greater understanding, my heart started to connect and to soften. At this time, someone explained to me how to have God's love and acceptance for eternity and I chose to receive this gift from God.
This was a turning point for me. Now that I have eternal life, I feel assured of God's love and of His abiding presence in every aspect of my life. I no longer waiver in trying to please others or in striving to accomplish. I have assurance that God's grace is sufficient for all that I need and I can trust Him to help me and to guide me.
Recently, I faced the death of my father. This is one of the hardest things I have ever faced in my life. My Dad's last days in the hospital were very difficult and at this time I realized that the doctor's could not provide any assurance, but God could. He was with me through all of this and I experienced great comfort through His words in the Bible.
I no longer strive to accomplish, but I walk each day trusting in God and knowing that I have the hope of eternal life.